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Friday, April 19th, 2002

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10:33p
Interesting Confusion
I have been thinking a lot lately about my Mono-wired with Poly adapter self label...

I have been thinking that, if my current relationship does not survive the mono to poly hell, I might never really want to have a Primary again. I mean, for me, that is such an intimate connection, and I think that if this fails, I may wanna explore the phenomenon of being and having only secondaries.
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I have been thinking a lot lately about my Mono-wired with Poly adapter self label...

I have been thinking that, if my current relationship does not survive the mono to poly hell, I might never really want to have a Primary again. I mean, for me, that is such an intimate connection, and I think that if this fails, I may wanna explore the phenomenon of being and having only secondaries. <well, that is, once I get through the nuclear winter pending the potential demise of the one I am in now>.

I think I am getting to the place where I can say my truth is that if I ever had that kind of connection again, that kind of sacred bond, that I would want a monogamous one. < and I don't even know if THAT is viable...geeeez > I know...YMMV and all the other disclaimers...this is about ME, Julia.

My love/life is in a state of semi-balance right now, but is soon to be tested with some extra PolyStresses, and I am finding myself examining my boundaries again, from a different perspective.

Hmmmm, Interesting....


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