Because I respect you, I will not despair at your incredulity. I failed you by not helping you to understand that I did not particularly care to be understood, just to share and maybe to be heard.
In summary, my experience of polyamory has been, that in loving one person, I love the entire world, and open myself to all of it, especially those needing the healing and intimacy of sex.
However, I do not care to experience anything sexual in any way, for itself alone, and so this is difficult and puzzling, and hard to believe for me. I could not have chosen worse than poly, though it suits me perfectly.
What I want from you is to know what your experience and response to your own polyamory is.